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Emptyness Between Sisters

Wiring Rachel
Finding out my dreams
Who am I
Rachel where are you

I miss you
Feeling estranged
It's kind of strange
Sisters in deed

I miss you Rachel
Rachel where are you
Are you alive
Burning desire

Do you hear my fire
Rachel are you there
Rachel do you hear my call
Rachel can you hear my voice

I stand here wondering
Sobering
Rachel my sister
Enchanted

She's happily living her life
Life life
She's living her life
I can't seem to live mine

Rachel you're my world
Rachel why
Rachel why why are we so far apart
Why are we so separate

Sadness breaks through
Rachel I know you hear me
I love you
I know you love me too
You just can't express it
I'm afraid—afraid to initiate
I'm afraid like I'm 90 years old with white hair and a cane—why am I afraid

Rachel is symbolic
Why such estrangement
Rachel you're my deepest fears and worry
I'm so hurt from you

Giving away my diary and telling
Rachel you freak me out
You have a beautiful family
6 children
I wish I can be closer to them
Know them more

They are so big, growing each day
Each child
My heart breaks
I miss your son Ralph
He's so cute
So much energy and love
Jane—she is growing without me
She's already 1

What's wrong with me
I miss Jacob like crazy and I barely know Joey
I miss you Rachel

Why do I stay far apart? I don't know
Help me—please help me
I need you Rachel
I need you in my life today
Now
I can't live without you
Without your validation

All I hear is ice walls
Emptiness
That's all I hear
You're my sister

Dreams crashed
Expectations devastated
Am I supposed to live each day missing you?
How can I go forward like this?

Should I be wise enough to reach out?

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